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    May 05

    comfortably numb

    convenience...and communication...
    thats what i learned is important in relationships today...
     
    a relationship stays only till its convenient for everybody...
    till you are communicating...
    till its convenient enough to communicate
     
    once your situation changes,you are away from them...
    everything changes...
    ...even their perception of who you are
     
    just because you're not in touch with a person 24/7...
    that equals...you dont care anymore...
    you're busy..too much work
    means u dont bother anymore...
    u forget an important date
    you dont remember them anymore...
     
    you're not talking to a person as much as u used to..your relationshp changes...
     
    if somebody told me this a month ago,i would've strongly disagreed...
    thats not a reason..
    its about your feelings...
    its about the quality,not the quantity...
    if you cant share evrything at that moment,doesn't mean,you cant share the same relationship you had...
    i thought-distance makes hearts grow fonder
                                 ...i guess i was wrong
     
    yes i knew it would made a difference...'
    everything wont stay the same forever...
    but this much...!!!
     
    for everybody else,it may have been obvious
    ...inevitable
    ..probably acceptable too...
    i genuinely thought there wasnt so much difference...i thought i talkd in the same way...
     
    i never noticed how i stopped communicating..
    leave whats going on in my mind,i stopped tell anyone what's with my life..
    let alone my friends,i stopped thinking,stopped talking to myself...
    for i'd grown comfrtably numb..
    what i called being neutral...neither happy nor sad...
     
    i lost all my friends...and all my hope too...
    i knew i was born alone...will die alone...
    but today i feel lonely...
     
    I'm not neutral anymore...i'm sad today...

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    kapilwrote:
    i wonder if u r speaking in the context of a certain somebody but i wud say i agree wid u only partially though. its true but not always and not for everyone. it changes things but not all of them. tell me wut do u think bout us? i mean havnt we strtd bowing to convinience only that we both understand that we can talk only when its convinient  for both of us. maybe its just the physical barrier in the absence of which a different change in situation wudnt even matter. try and look at it like this.
    June 8
    shutup. stupid. u did not read the entry before that one? read it and tell me if you find any similarities between that and what u have written here, and welcome to the facts of life:P.
    May 6
    sherifawrote:

    And yah i forgot to say it is their loss :)

    May 5
    sherifawrote:

    I believe that being neutral forever is unhealthy and inhuman

    For that i just act normal when sad things happen (not any stupid sad thing) i feel and act sad

    And when something or nothing happens i am happy or normal :)

    I am one who believes that sad is good ...  just like the pain it is there for a reason to indicate injury or illness...

    And about what you have here well i have a lot of friends who i am not communicating with 24/7 and still we understand, love each other just the same if not more ... coz even though we don’t call each other every week when we do we talk from 2 to 3 hours updating each other :)

    You have to communicate even if from month to month let them know about what is happening to you ... sad and happy

    Hope that u r not sad now :) even though i said sad is good but don’t tack your time ^___^

    TC :)

     

    May 5

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