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May 05 comfortably numbconvenience...and communication...
thats what i learned is important in relationships today...
a relationship stays only till its convenient for everybody...
till you are communicating...
till its convenient enough to communicate
once your situation changes,you are away from them...
everything changes...
...even their perception of who you are
just because you're not in touch with a person 24/7...
that equals...you dont care anymore...
you're busy..too much work
means u dont bother anymore...
u forget an important date
you dont remember them anymore...
you're not talking to a person as much as u used to..your relationshp changes...
if somebody told me this a month ago,i would've strongly disagreed...
thats not a reason..
its about your feelings...
its about the quality,not the quantity...
if you cant share evrything at that moment,doesn't mean,you cant share the same relationship you had...
i thought-distance makes hearts grow fonder
...i guess i was wrong
yes i knew it would made a difference...'
everything wont stay the same forever...
but this much...!!!
for everybody else,it may have been obvious
...inevitable
..probably acceptable too...
i genuinely thought there wasnt so much difference...i thought i talkd in the same way...
i never noticed how i stopped communicating..
leave whats going on in my mind,i stopped tell anyone what's with my life..
let alone my friends,i stopped thinking,stopped talking to myself...
for i'd grown comfrtably numb..
what i called being neutral...neither happy nor sad...
i lost all my friends...and all my hope too...
i knew i was born alone...will die alone...
but today i feel lonely...
I'm not neutral anymore...i'm sad today... Comments (4)
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