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October 23

As soon as the world leaves...

a reality sets in.

The tears roll down first,

then i realise i'm thinking of you...

of how i dint care...when you were around

of how i shouted when you were concerned

of how i dismissed everything,when you wanted to help.

of how ungrateful i was...

you nurtured me all my life...

i dint even realise you needed me...

i ran away from reality...

Climbing up the stairs of our home,

i have memories rolling out of my eyes..

Climbing down the stairs of life,

i have regret trickling down my cheeks.

While sitting amongst strangers,its not the tears...

its just the love i couldnt express...

when i could...

Sorry mumma...i'l always miss you...

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	sherifawrote: Hello there , How are you ? i miss being here hope your doing fine ^_^ tc July 7
	The Rainloverwrote: thanQ for ur comments! yes, i've and am learnin my lessons! ;) ... in a cool way ;) NjoY~ June 11
	Always Smile Ramwrote: how are you? present time is a magic time ? Jan. 16
	Always Smile Ramwrote: hiiiiiiiii Jan. 16
	sherifawrote: hello there ! so how was the exam ?? Dec. 6
	sherifawrote: Well i am really really really sorry to hear this ... but well i know that you are a strong person i mean nobody is expecting you to be OK Or fine Now !!! she is some one that you love and will love forever all i can say is GOOD LUCK to you in your exams ... and do your best ... make her proud ... TC Dec. 1
	The Rainloverwrote: Hi, I totally agree with u.. I feel the same about Islam.. I've studied Quaran myself and am in absolute love with it!..... But its not the time to get into the deep reason of why and how terrorists are born.. it's the time to ensure national security... be it Hindu, Muslim, Sikh, Jews or whatever - a terrorist doesn't have any religion! if someone has gun in his hand facing me or my children, i've the right to kill him first and then ponder about the ways which will ensure that this kinda mayhem never gets repeated! rightly, the Home Minister is gone, RR Menon, Deshmukh and IB Chief also have to go... head-rolling won't solve the problem .. but it'll send a strong msg to all the f**king politicians that Indians have risen up and they dare not mess with them ever again! Once internally we gain that strength, International handling will be just a matter of time! I hope for the best! Be safe! God bless! :) Dec. 1
	sherifawrote: ohhh Chandani I just read this post I am not sure if I got it right (actually I hope I didn't ) But if what i understood is true ... Then I am SORRY for your lost Nov. 27
	sherifawrote: Sorry i have been off the net for a while now but I read about what's happening in MUMBAI ! :( :( HOPE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE FINE ... :( Nov. 27
	Reality in this Virtual world. wrote: hey, amazing! once again... Hope you remember me.. yeah its been a year though i have logged in between but serious blogging has crept off my way.. trying to pull back the strings... may be you could write a poem on me too LOL! Very well written... after marriage when I look back and think of all the memories I have of my home, with my parents, friends and the little things that I did... I sometimes cry thinking this... so very touching. :) I also love some of the books that you have mentioned in your list of "Must Reads"... its nice to know that you have simialr interests. will try and continue blogging coz I do really enjoy it but at times m constrained to do little :) Have started without any further expectations from me... meet you again at my blog. take care! Nov. 14
	The Rainloverwrote: This is in response to the comment of OVER A SMOKE! ur comment made me remember IF ONLY... am sure u've seen that... then u must've understood what I'm trying to say EnjoY~ Oct. 27
	The Rainloverwrote: Did you say sorry to her.... in real? pls do... I felt great when I did! :) I'm glad that u wrote it...... really! I know life ends... and u dnt have to say sorry for it.... everything goes...... (sadly) AWAY! EnjoY~ Oct. 27
	kanika mehrotrawrote: if i could slap life ..i would:P. and about acceptance, its not really about having the pwer, its just realising you dont and smiling anyway. its like treasuring the choices you have and the ones you make,while accpeting there are so many forces that make your poer choice seem like an illusion. Oct. 24
	suman chakrabortywrote: mayb thats y they say.."further u go,closer u get" i think we all go thru this feeling who stay away from home... Oct. 24

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